Re-opening a Chapter: First Love (?)

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[Play: David Archuleta - A Little Too Not Over You first before continue 😂]

"Ya enggak sih, aku cuma mikir aja kok kita jadi kayak bukan siapa-siapa, ga kenapa-napa sih, lagian aku udah menduga bakal gini..."

"Nggak, nggak. Poinnya aja Kak. Iya atau nggak?" 

Hening. Ragu. Kemudian... "Iya, kangen." 

Di atas adalah penggalan percakapanku dengan Piyo dalam perjalanan pulang dari rumah Mak (nenek) ku tadi. Di bawah payung unguku dan guyuran hujan yang belum habis sejak siang, aku tanpa sadar membuka lagi lembaran kisah masa SMP ku yang pahit manis; cinta pertama.

I miss him as a friend tho... not as my first love. 

It's ridiculous that I always address him as my first love. Who's he afterall? Isn't he just some random friend who once had a crush on me and me on him? 

But he's the first boy who made me cry... 

Do you mean he's the first guy who hurt you? 

Yeah in a way but... it's because I cried so much over him that I know how much he made me happy too. . . and I guess he never intended to hurt me, we were just middle schoolers with nearly zero bad intentions I guess ._.

Still... he made you happy and then left. What's good about that?

Ehmmm... I think it's good, errr, it was good because it wasn't unrequitted. You know, it was the only time my 'love' was requitted~ 

LOL HOW LAME... 

Whatever, it's still heart warming to remember tho 😑😑😑😑😑😑 

You'll only make him feel superior 

Ah, he won't even bother 

So it's now unrequitted, huh? 

Geez, I don't like him anymore, I just miss him AS A FRIEND because after the first love story ended we were still good friends!

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Ya, begitulah, aku hanya ingin mengatakan, "Oy, kangen main bareng," pada seseorang yang dulu suka random ngajak main. Namun aku, obviously, nggak ada nyali -yang ada cuma gengsi- buat bilang beneran, jadi... terbitlah postingan absurd ini.

Terkadang kamu muncul pas scrolling IG nyo... jan nggarai gatel pengen basa-basi tapi gah lah, koe mesti ra menaki og nek nyauri aku haha :") suudzon yo biar lah~ 

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Seandainya untuk sekali saja aku bisa kembali ke hari Senin, 26 April ketika kita masih duduk di bangku kelas 6. . .

Touch the person you like~!

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  I stepped forward and put my hand on your left shoulder... 

I blushed . You blushed . We blushed . 

:')